I'm going to miss her, miss her so much.
The only thing she said to me was "No, you fold it this way; Ahh, no, you need to fold it flat; okay?; okay!; you're welcome."
All I said to her was "ohhhhhhh" and "thank you!!!" and "I'm sorry, i get it now".
All she did was help me fold them, mostly me out of everyone, because she was the closest person to me, and I'd needed all the help i could get.
All i did was give her a fist pump and an awkward hug, and a pose for a picture.
For over 30 minutes we only exchanged about 50 words, ten different words in the variety. every minute she became more open, and every minute she became more beautiful.
It's probably a good thing that she's leaving forever.
If i ever got to know her, my heart would probably be broken even more.
How can someone be so caring, so caring to a person that she's never met before?
Me, a total stranger.
Totally guided and safe when my hands were embraced with hers.
Doesn't matter that i was just folding paper.
This a quote from Lisa I'a's email signature(is that how does her last name is supposed to work with an apostrophe S?)...
"To meet a stranger and fall in love is true love."
Holy crapp.
Is that what's happened to me?
Is that what this feeling really is?
I swear, i honestly cant get her out of my mind, and i miss her already.
Crap.
She smelled like gentle citrus and vanilla
Not the usual overbearing scent of oranges...
But something else, that just sent me into a peaceful calm.
I don't think it was just her scent, but her demeanor...
So kind and caring and yet so calm and collected...
I've never met a girl with that combination of a personality
But she's leaving, to go to her real life...
I just hope she remembers me...
Yesterday, I left with only her name
And an awkward, but (pleasantly) long hug.
Goodbye
.....
I'll miss you.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
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