A different type of thanks for someone special

this post is dedicated to someone else.
(i cant find her blog for the life of me!)
(its a poem!)
(but it doesnt rhyme. and theres no rythm)
:/

Thanks for what youve done for me, for what youve helped me become.
Im stronger because of what ive gone through with you,
but unlike almost every other person that is happy that theyve gone through what youve made them go through, im more pissed then a urinal at Qwest Field.
well, here goes.

thanks for being friends with me, thst one summer day.
thanks for saying hi to me at lunch when i was alone
thanks for giving me a hug when you barely knew me.
thanks for being sad when i didnt give you one.
thanks for not telling on me when i did what i did
thanks for comforting me when i wasnt happy.
thanks for liking me.
thanks for helping me with my girl troubles, haha :)
thanks for telling me your problems so i could help and finally feel useful to someone
thanks for talking to me about stuff that you probably wouldnt talk about with most other people
thanks for upping my morale when my grades were bad
thanks for spending time with me
but i also want to say...
thanks for trying to use me to cheat on your boyfriend
thanks for moving from dude to dude, making me feel lost about once a month
thanks for helping me feel confused about my feelings for you
thanks for ditching me
thanks for one day saying you like me, then the next saying you dont because it would "ruin our friendship", and then for still using me as a tool to seem flirty in public.
thanks for saying youll always be there, and not be there, cuhz youre too busy flirting
and thanks for leaving me...
even though you're not leaving now, you're gonna be gone next year
and thanks for saying that you, quote," wont stay just for my friends"
thanks for not realizing how hurtful that was.

no matter what though, i will always try my hardest to be the best friend to you as i can be, and i will always try to look over your shortcomings, cuhz i know that i have mine too.